Am in Costa, trying to get my head together. Its almost two weeks since my last drink, and already I am thinking about drinking! Round and around we go! I have to keep myself together, and stay on top of things. I need to heal myself. For me, I cannot continue on the death ride of my addiction. I must not drink. Just For Today, I will not drink.
Steve is staying in this morning with the girl, which is lovely. I get to read and write alone. He’ll go out this afternoon and I’ll stay with Meg. Tomorrow we will spend the day as a family.