Well, Borderline Personality Disorder. I kind of knew this, its not great shock. It certainly explains my behaviours over the past 20 years, my lack of self, not knowing who I really I am. I am emotionally unstable, this is true. I feel a bit relieved to be honest, as now I can try and better manage my emotions and how I react/respond to situations.
The bloke is working this weekend, must keep busy. 45 Days Sober Tomorrow. Baby steps.