Recently, I have been wondering who my real friends are. I always used to be the one running around after people and making the arrangements. I dont tend to do this much anymore, so I rarely see people.
I know that life gets busy, but if something is important, surely you make it a priority. I Always used to make other people a priority. I guess there lies the problem, as they probably realised that they didn’t have to make any effort.
I really do wonder how we can go about making connections and form close friendships these days without seeming odd or needy?
Perhaps I should have established my real friends by now? I think that I thought I had, but when the shit hits the fan? Hmmm… not so much.
I try to be there for people when they need me, I offer help in lots of ways and sometimes I am taken advantage of. I wouldn’t stop trying to help if I thought you needed me though…
Sometimes I feel lonely and overlooked. Almost invisible. I am tired of this feeling. I am tired of superficial conversations about nothing. I want to feel connected.