I am still feeling pretty low, and I'm struggling with nightmares again. In my head, I am replaying trauma, and I have intrusive thoughts of my own death... Although I am NOT suicidal. On the surface, I'm just ' FINE ' - but deep down I feel troubled and paranoid almost daily. I'm struggling to... Continue Reading →

Still Fighting

I am so low, and feel so worthless and a deep sadness right now. My husband has been amazing lately, and is just letting me Be... I don't have the energy for much right now, although I am maintaining a certain level of normality. I am still up, and washed and in the world, Although... Continue Reading →

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