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Alcohol

Everybody has their own opinions on drug and alcohol addiction, but until you've been there, your opinion remains insignificant. Yes, they chose to abuse a drug or alcohol thinking they would be one that would be able to control it. You don't control a drug or alcohol, it controls you. There are some lucky ones... Continue Reading →

Love hurts

It wasn't you.. it was me. How did I let you shape my future into trauma? You told me you loved me, I believed that. I was stupid - and now I blame everyone. I hurt every day... I hate you for making me feel. Oh, so now someone else picks up the pieces of... Continue Reading →

In My Dreams….

I kissed a beautiful boy and he made me come alive. I've had butterflies ever since. I don't know where this will lead, if anywhere but for now I feel amazing. Every time I think of his beautiful face and the way he looked at me, I feel weak with lust. Is there anything else... Continue Reading →

Turning 40

This week I'm turning 40, and I'm so excited about it. I feel like my past is finally dealt with and my life can begin again. I've been to Wales for another tattoo session, and I'm so in love with this piece. Also this month I will start biologic injections for my spinal arthritis, and... Continue Reading →

IBD Flare

At the moment, after my wonderful holiday, and over 6 months of remission, I'm now in a massive Colitis flare up. I feel absolutely gutted and it's got to an extreme point of urgency and pain rapidly. My IBD nurse has been amazing, and via email she changed my prescription to combat the flare... So... Continue Reading →

Lapland The Trip of a Lifetime

We are home from my big birthday holiday! I'm still overwhelmed and amazed by the experience. We went on a sleigh ride with reindeer, and husky pulled sledding, we visited an Ice Village and searched for the Northern Lights. I've had the most amazing time, it's something that I will never forget. I am totally... Continue Reading →

Dying. Needlessly…

A man I used to know is seriously ill and in pain, all because of alcohol and drugs. He is Dying, and it's such a heart breaking situation. If only he'd been honest with himself and the people around him that love him, perhaps he could have sought help and support to get clean and... Continue Reading →

What You Think of Me…

Is None of My Business. I really need to stop caring and worrying all the time about what other people think of me. Mostly it doesn't seem to bother me, and I'm okay in my own world, but lately I feel quite sensitive and tuned in to the fact that some people are being bitches... Continue Reading →

IBD. In remission… Finally

Hurrah, I am officially in remission from my Ulcerative Colitis. I am still taking the medication every day - Pentasa - and for me, it's working a treat. I feel very lucky. Ulcerative Colitis is a chronic condition. This means that it is ongoing and lifelong, although you may have long periods of good health... Continue Reading →

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