In My Dreams….

I kissed a beautiful boy and he made me come alive. I've had butterflies ever since. I don't know where this will lead, if anywhere but for now I feel amazing. Every time I think of his beautiful face and the way he looked at me, I feel weak with lust. Is there anything else... Continue Reading →

Lapland The Trip of a Lifetime

We are home from my big birthday holiday! I'm still overwhelmed and amazed by the experience. We went on a sleigh ride with reindeer, and husky pulled sledding, we visited an Ice Village and searched for the Northern Lights. I've had the most amazing time, it's something that I will never forget. I am totally... Continue Reading →

Dying. Needlessly…

A man I used to know is seriously ill and in pain, all because of alcohol and drugs. He is Dying, and it's such a heart breaking situation. If only he'd been honest with himself and the people around him that love him, perhaps he could have sought help and support to get clean and... Continue Reading →

What You Think of Me…

Is None of My Business. I really need to stop caring and worrying all the time about what other people think of me. Mostly it doesn't seem to bother me, and I'm okay in my own world, but lately I feel quite sensitive and tuned in to the fact that some people are being bitches... Continue Reading →

New Year

Happy New Year to you readers! I hope that you have great plans and goals to aim for. I am hoping for continued growth and sobriety and to try and alleviate some of my physical pains. I had an MRI scan at the end of Dec so I'm waiting on the results of this. I'm... Continue Reading →

Being Gentle

I am taking care of myself, and being Gentle with my mental health this week. So far, I feel positive, although I am still anxious and a little worried about All the things... Ha I have signed up for a Mindfulness course online, and I think it's doing me a world of good. I am... Continue Reading →

Alice

Here we are again. My eldest daughter is coming to ten years old next week. I feel gutted and ever so sad. Obviously the people close to me, know that this is a massive trigger and upsetting time for me. My daughter, Alice, lives with her father in Wales, as far as I know... I... Continue Reading →

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